I feel like everything is so fake.
Every love I had wasn't real.
Even my friendship isn't real.
I know that very well.
But I think you're not.
And that's the reason why I'm so fuckin scared now.
Scared of losing you.
My Dear.
You are still here but I'm afraid of the day when you leave me.
I lost so many people and I don't wanna lose you to.
Actually I think that I'm afraid of talking with you. I'm scared that you're gona tell me something bad. Something what will means end for us. That's also one of the reasons why I can not tell you about my feelings for you.
I feel so insane. I'm so lost in my mind.
And I'm sorry Love.