sometimes i sit there, staring at a blank wall questioning why I'm still here. One thing I will never understand is how you messed me up so bad. Thinking of it brings a tremble to my lip, and a tear to my eye, but as my mum told me there are some things you can never change. But the pain will always be there. one day i was loved by you, the next day i saw you with a new girl. i never knew what i did wrong, and i never will. maybe I'm not good enough like her. maybe because i am not her. but the sad part is, you were my world and still are. you have lifted me like no one has, you have made me love myself. but one thing i will never love is our hidden love, no one knows exist expect you and i.
but I'm done sorry