Is me, but why do i wake up everyday and not being able to be the me who i really want to be. there's too much to think about my family, friends and also people who knew me as FZ. i have a very strict religious family, they would've stop me from doing anything that goes against their believe and a proper behavior as a normal teen girl.

but i really wanna be effy, the simple girl whose leading a simple life with the thought of doing everything that she has always wanted to do instead of thinking whats the consequences are and what other people would've think of her.

i grew tired everyday or maybe i should've just accepted who i really am. but deep down inside i would always try to break this image of fz and just be effy...