An artist by the name of LOGIC made song with the title 1-800-272-8255. It features two of my all time favorite artist Khalid & Alessia Cara.

I have heard about the song from friends or on social media but I never listened to it. So I was 9/27 I decided to listen to it.

It made me feel so sad. Khalid sang the lyrics "I don't wanna die anymore." Which really hit home. Because a while back I was suicidal.

I had to make the decision of taking my life or keeping it. Honestly it was really hard but I really didn't want to die anymore.

So when I heard those lyrics mixed within Khalid's majestic voice. I got flashbacks of how I felt during that low point in my life.

I saw things that had happened that made me feel that way. At first it was a little much because it took me a long ass time to get myself out of that position.

But then I remembered.. Its not something I should be afraid to think about & I should be proud that I got myself out of that.

For those who are feeling suicidal. I am not gonna lie to you and say it gets better. It does but people make it seem as you'll be the same.

You won't. You will be completely changed from the experience of suicidal thoughts or actions. But for the better.

Once you conquer that awful feeling. You will be better as a person. Take it from me I have been there.

iF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO HIT ME UPPPPP. OR CALL THE NUMBER ABOVE.

YOU'RE LIFE IS PRECIOUS... YOU ARE WORTH IT. I LOVE YOU