Do you ever just get that feeling? that feeling where nothing makes sense and the whole world is one big blurred image of confusion. when your heart starts to race and it feels like its going to hammer its way right out of your chest. the way your head can no longer make sense of anything and everything starts to fall apart. you can no longer hear, no longer see, no longer feel. . . you are completely numb. and the numbness is agonising, the silence that reaches ever part of you is deafening. you want nothing more that to have someone help you, someone to know what is going on and how you are feeling. to have someone fill the void

you want some one to understand
they ask if you are okay and you reply with "I'm fine."

but why?

because no matter how much you want them to understand they won't because they don't know what it is like. . . nobody does