I feel like I have you again.
But what happens when they let you out of the den?
Will you still be emotionally there?
Or will you just drink and not care?
As I anxiously wait,
I can't see or think straight.
Is it selfish for me to want more time?
While you sit caged in the meantime?
You're the only one left.
And I don't think I'm ready for my heart to break in my chest.
I need you.
You're the only one I come to.
Mom isn't there for me anymore.
And it hurts all the way down to the core.
It's left me sad.
And I'm so mad.
I don't wanna think of what I could've had.
I just need you to make me glad.
I love you dad.