After all,
he was like a really bad car accident which happens next door. You know you shouldn't look at it but somehow it still catches your sight.
Somehow you stare at it just long enough so it can tear you apart from the inside.
I wish I'd never looked at you, I wish I'd never talked to you, I wish I'd never got a text from you, I wish I would have just left it at "hello" so I wouldn't have to handle this "goodbye."
Every "goodbye" is a little dead because goodbye means forgetting things you don't want to forget.
"Goodbye" means pretending something never happened and I swear, this can be brutal.