I'm being haunted by thoughts.
Dreams.
Emotions.
And I don't know how to stop them.
It's not something medical. I can't get a prescription to make it better.
I can't get get a drug to numb the pain. I can't get a cast to make it heal.
I've only got me. My heart, my mind. They are supposed to be my cure.
But even they can't seem to get through all of this.
And I don't know how to fix it. I don't know the solution. I don't know the answers. I don't know anything.

I'm being haunted by thoughts.
Dreams.
Emotions.
And I don't know how to get rid of them.
They're kind of like little movies playing over and over in my head.
Every time I close my eyes and wait for the darkness to swallow me whole, to escape from everything, they appear.
And when the moment finally comes and I fall asleep, they come back to haunt me in my dreams.