im very confused about my gender at the moment. i feel like the people i like as a partner won't like me if i tell them im gender fluid or transgender (FTM) I love wearing makeup because it makes me feel beautiful. But at the same time, i feel more masculine with my hair cut and i feel more comfortable when I'm dressed in "boys clothes" and I don't know what to do. my parents used to think I was trans so i know that they will accept me. but my grandparents are a little transphobic. so that's just what im feeling right now.