I tell myself to forget about you, but the truth is I don't think I ever will. I miss you so much I would never have thought it would end like this. what we had was so real and, you just threw it away like it was a piece of trash. I want to talk to you i miss the texts and, you always spamming me i never felt alone with you around but now your gone and, I've never felt so alone. I want to reach out to you but I'm afraid of rejection from you. Whenever I see you I want to walk up to you and just hug you and let everything be okay. I know deep in my heart If you came to me and said your sorry I would forgive u instantly because just the thought of having you back in my life would be so wonderful, but that's just a dream because in reality I doubt you'll do something like that, but oh, how I wish you would. Every time I think about missing you I also get sad and want to cry because of the way you just threw our friendship away like it didn't mean anything.You say you know how it feels to be hurt but I don't think you do because if you did you wouldn't have done what you did to me. As much as I'm hurt I know I have to be strong and, be okay without you find other people that wont throw away our relationship without a fight like it was a piece of trash, but oh I wish things were different.

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