I am alone. Home is no longer my home, it is a reminder that who I am is the reason why I'm alone. I lost myself while losing everyone. My heart is in my own hands now and I have no idea what to do with it. It's so light, so empty and no one can make it whole again or at least feel whole. It is just me and I. As much as I wish to feel human, I don't. I feel too much but at the same time nothing at all. This feeling haunts me when I'm awake even when asleep. The nightmares are the worst part, it's like another dimension where you can feel all the pain in the world burning you alive, a little like the stories of hell but much worse.