People fuck up with your feelings until you have no more feelings.
It's like you're too sad to cry and too tired to sleep. It's like when you wake up and feel something in the depths of your heart and mind, but you don't know what that feeling is. But that feeling eventually grows up bigger and starts to mess up with everything and everybody around you, and you just don't know how to keep it hidden in your soul.
You feel your heart drop, but you can also feel the void slowly consuming you and killing your good intentions and everything starts to be pointless and shitty.
I'ts like you're too sad to cry and too tired to sleep.