I have personal goals that I would love to achieve by myself. I mean, I love my friends and would love to do things with them but there's just some stuff that I'd rather do on my own. Like to pursue one of the occupations I'd like. Sometimes I just feel like, my friends will judge me or tell me, "that's not a career." or "you can't do that." It just makes my feel like I'm incapable to accomplish the things I'd really want to do. So instead of involving them where they'll just try to discourage me from it. I'd do it on my own. I also feel like because I'm the youngest in the squad, I get pushed around too easily and can't do anything about it. I don't know what to do about that.