I've decided to take up the '15 Days Writing Challenge' & this is my first day.

Hi... My name is Alexis. I'm known as lonelykisses on We Heart It. I believe I've been on this site since June 2016 according to how far my posts go back. I never know where to start these types of things-- you know, writing about yourself. What you like, what you do, and what your personality is like. It's all hard to describe because you never know what to expect from a person until you meet them and become close friends. At least that's how it is for me. I'll dive right into random things. I have a cat & her name is Athena. I threw a birthday party for her on her Birthday which is August 17th & I love her to pieces. Ever since I got her back in January of this year, my friends have pretty much known me as the cat lady-- even my family does. Although, I've always loved cats & animals in general. I've had a lot of pets throughout all of my life & they've either died or had to be given away. I have many siblings including step & I'm very protective over them, especially the youngsters. I'm only 14, but I'd say that my mind is older. (Alexander Hamilton reference, anybody?) I've been in & out of public school + homeschooling since the 6th grade, but am now officially being homeschooled until I'm 16 & get to take my ged. I'm a family person. I love everyone in my family & I wanna support them in anyway I can but most of the times they can be a real pain in the ass. Especially when you have homophobic people surrounding you everywhere. I've been struggling with my sexuality since 2014. When I had my first girlfriend I was set on being bisexual. (I just thought I knew.) And then I switched from bisexual to pansexual & then I stopped labeling myself completely because I could never truly know until I experience any of it, right? That's what I thought. Now I like to say that I'm sexually fluid. My sun sign is Leo & I'm very much in love with astrology. I've over 20+ shows that I watch & an even more amount of ships. Fascinated with unsolved murders, conspiracy theories, and other related topics. I play games like Chicken Smoothie & MiceForce. I've had a lot of past relationships that have been rough on me, or have left me with an emotional scar & I used to be so set on finding a romantic interest, but now I'm just done with it. Not interested and I don't wanna be interested in the meantime. I'm insecure about a lot of things and I overthink everything. I don't have any IRL friends and only 2 online. Homeschooling impacted me in good and bad ways. I don't know what I wanna be when I grow up. I'm horrid with Math, having pure motivation, and trying to focus on anything that I hate. I feel like everything I'm writing is my life's sob story, lmfao. I'm loyal to the core unlike most people. I can be super blunt, sarcastic, stubborn, and say the wrong things to people & I don't even realize it. I act different online and in real life. How I act online is part of my true self being, but how I am in real life... I'm very shy & quiet. I like to stay away from crowds & people I'm not very familiar with. I have a little bit of social anxiety, but it's not that bad. I used to only go out if I had my makeup on, but now I just don't give two fucks & my skin has really cleared up. I have judgmental friends. I have friends who feel the need to give me extra information that I don't need nor want on everything I do in my life or have an opinion on. I like to ignore those people in my life, or at least try my best to. Running is one of my favorite things to do believe it or not. I used to go to the track every now and then, but schedules are jam packed and we never have time anymore. I'm pretty picky with the friends I want to have... some of them find ways into your life even when you don't want them to. But for me, I have qualifications when it comes to having them. No being anything shitty like racist, homophobic, sexist or anything like that. My mom says that's bad, but I think that it's good that I know what I want & who I'd allow to be in my life. I'm close with my grandma & my mom sometimes forgets that I'm her daughter and not her best friend, but it's alright because I forget sometimes too. I can be annoying at times with almost everybody I know & I constantly feel like my presence bugs people. I'm gonna try to move onto happier notes... Um, I really love drawing, photography, and writing. I'm not a very good writer, but I have so many ideas that flourish in my head every so often. My dreams are SO weird and some of them are movie worthy, I swear. I'm getting a camera this year for Christmas & I'm ecstatic! I can't wait to upload everything to We Heart It. I'm happy with how things are going in my life right now, but I definitely need to take that one extra step to fully get to where I wanna be.

That's all, I guess.