i'm tired of not feeling good enough
i'm tired of waiting for you text
i'm tired of making first step
i'm tired of asking for your attetion
i'm tired of pretending im ok when im not
i'm tired of asking you if you have a time
i'm tired of feeling alone
i'm tired of thinking what you are doing
i'm tired of telling you nice things
i'm tired of asking you if you want be with me
i'm tired of feeling unwanted
i'm tired of thinking if we are in relationship or what
i'm tired of explaing people our relationship
i'm tired of feeling inferior
i'm tired of waiting till the night when you want to text with me

after i wrote this and i red it loud, i have no idea why im wasting my time...