I know i'll always find you in those summer nights when we held on to each other for dear life. I'll always remember what it was like we i feel your warm embrace against my cold body. Or your sweet words brushing against my ears. It is you that made me lose myself. You made me lose my foundation for my conception of love. I became so captivated by the idea of you instead of you. Maybe that's why I can't bare to look you in the eyes, because i don't know you. I only knew the guy that i wanted to know. Even though one day i'll forget what you look like, i'll forget your name, and maybe just maybe i'll forget the feeling that washed over me every time i saw you. Correction: every time i see you. You are not the one for me but you completed me. Now i'm left figuring out how not to be empty without you.