I thought about this theme a lot. And I figured out that the main reason that I don´t want to have kids or that I don´t want to get married is, simply, that I don´t want to disappoint my future children. I lived in a family that showed exactly what I don´t want. A violent man that would be a terrible father to my kids. Yeah, I kind of have trust issues. I don´t want to lose my heart to someone that changes from today to tomorrow into a bad and violent person, because I had that in my life for 18 years. I hated it and I hated that my mum didn´t went away with me and my brother earlier. Instead she stayed with my father and actually it was me to finally stand up and say that I don´t want it anymore. I just don´t want to have kids that get hurt by their own father the same way I did get hurt by my father. I don´t want to disappoint them. That´s why I decided to never have kids. I don´t want them to have a bad life like me and have the same fears like me and I don´t want them to feel less important. So no, thanks. I don´t need that in my life.