Sometimes I like to cry and sometimes I like to smile. Sometimes I would like to kick someone and sometimes I do that. Feelings from time to time is really hard to understand. You can never really know what someones thinks about, maybe he hates you, maybe she loves you, maybe she needs to get away from you. Some people likes to show their feelings and we call them dramaqueens or say they take it to a much higher level than it needs to be. But i really thinks that better than keeping them to yourself. Feelings can hurt if you keep them in your body, they can kill you from the inside and make you to another person. That thing he said yesterday is today hurting you like a knife in the stomach. But you keep your smile bright and your head high because you are strong and can do this. And that's great to but sometimes it all gets a little to much. And then the knife scars a little deeper and you can't take it anymore, but still nobody knows how you feel, not your friends, not even your family. Cause it scares you that sombody should see you weak. It scares you that somebody should find a way to hurt you. It's sad and it's painful to be that person. I don't know if i'm going to make it, we'll see.
A little to much ~ Shawn Mendes
