People think depression means sadness. People think depression means crying a lot. People think depression means getting dressed in black. But that's wrong. Depression is a constant feeling of indifference. Indifference to the feelings that push you. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed in the evening. Days are not days. They are just the abnormal obstacles you have to get through. And how do you pass them? With drugs, alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, blades. When you have depression, shake you with anything you can do to go over another day.