Personally, the past week I felt down. Because my grades aren't how I expected (they're really really bad) and I know I still have the opportunities to lift them up. Many people trust and believe in my skills ―what flatters me like you have no idea, but also increases the pressure I feel to not dissapoint anyone with the expectations they have on me.

So I was like "should i give up?", because even someone, who is really important to me, told me something and well, that was the last straw. Anyways, I remembered my old me saying "I won't let anything makes me down, and I'll keep going." and my aunt "Even if it takes you longer you'll do it!". And the thoughts about giving up disappeared being replaced by "I'll study harder and try my best."

It ain't easy, but... That's what life's about.