Lately, my mood has been changing a lot. Some days, I feel like I'm drowning. I am angry without any cause, I am sad without any reason. And some days, I feel the fullest and am happy with what I have. It's like a rollercoster and I don't know what to do about it. It's just so exhausting to feel great one day, and the next day I'm sitting in my bathroom, just trying to be okay, even though I'm not. It's so hard to pressure myself to get better when I'm down, because I don't want to be sad. It's just so exhausting and I'm not able to cope with it anymore.