As I said in my last article, yesterday night my best friend came to my house. We talked until 1:30 a.m.! She had had some problems with her boyfriend and this has been the beginning of a very long and deep conversation about our choices, our past and our future.
We agreed that middle school has been a crucial point in our lives. In fact, you can come out of it in two different ways: strengthened and with a completely new and striking image (like her) or weakened and with your ordinary and anonymous appearance (like me). But it doesn't mean that the first one is happy. Middle school and bullying destroy us all, but we react in different ways. And maybe being a loner but successful is better than having a lot of friends and going out every evening but not having achieved nothing.
At the moment, I'm happier than her even though I'm always at home and my love life sucks. She's tired of living in this city and she's not willing to start university. Well, I don't like the faculty I've chosen as well but it doesn't mean I'm going to give up. On the contrary, I will do everything in my power to get high grades. I will also work very hard to save money to go on Erasmus and to support myself financially when I'll move out.
Actually I don't regret staying in my city. I think it will be better moving to another one when I'll be graduated, when I will be surer about my future and myself.