I'm your sister. I tried to communicate with you, and tried to surprised you at your house twice,but failed.

I dont know what I did to you so bad. What can I do to fix it? Please forgive me. What can I do so you stop ignoring my existence?

Its already time that you come out of your hiding place. Dont you love me as much as I love you?

There where many times I wished that we could be together. I needed someone to admire, to play, to laught at, and sometimes to get advice. I was always very shy and didn't dare to talk much but I needed someone to get closed to, someone with a different perspective of life, someone from the "outside". Can you play that role now?

Sometimes i'm afraid. I wonder wether we will ever be friends.