I hate myself sometimes...or most times. Those insecure thoughts or paranoid thoughts. Depression and anxiety causes them...the thoughts I have when I think my friends don't really like me and talk behind my back...because that's how most girls are...I am one of those girls too...this is how I know but maybe they aren't...maybe they are...I am kinda aggressive...slow...ditzy...annoying? I wish I could be myself without feeling like that...I wish I had friends that I could trust...and I did at one point, I had one but I lost her because of who I am.