I hate to say it but you were right...
I wasn't comfortable with you. I thought I was or maybe it was just my way of trying to convince myself that I was. Things were perfect when we first met but something changed in you. It was as if you didn't want me anymore. You wanted me physically and that was something I was not ready for. I felt insecure because I watched how easy it was for you to achieve your goals. Maybe it was just bad timing, I was still dealing with body issues. So to watch you gain success quickly while I was still struggling made me feel like I was getting left behind, you lost sight of me. You tried to understand me but our minds are too different. You listened and said you wouldn't judge me but you did. I could see it by the way you analyzed me. You tried to figure me out and I made myself transparent for you. You were unforgiving in the sense that you lost patience for me and for the way I felt. You'd say one thing but then confused me with your actions. Maybe you were conflicted with yourself but I will never know that. Im sure you remember this but that night when you left when you didn't get what you wanted it hurt me. In the end not only did I lose you but I even lost my best friend, my brother, because of you. But no matter how may times I will deny it and no matter many times you hurt me I will always have a soft spot for you. Maybe we will meet again maybe we won't but these are the things I wish I said but never did.