God knows I've been through a lot of shit since I was born. And a few nights, I beg him to tell me what I've done wrong. What happened ? Do I deserve this ? Do I really deserve to suffer like that ? Is it normal that my heart hurts so often ? That my lungs can't breathe sometimes ? I don't even want to feel happiness anymore cause it's when it hurts the most, when they take you away what means the world to you. Then you feel empty. Cause without that you no longer seem to be you, as if you had lost your identity. No one should feel it. It's so painful to remember how I felt when I was with you, when I thought we were meant for each others. But now it looks like you're made for somebody else and that breaks my heart so bad. Seeing you everyday just reminds me what I've lost.