You left me 8 months ago in pieces that nobody will be able to join. You must be there in heaven seeing me get destroyed. You must be trying to come back here and stop me from doing all the shitty things I have been doing lately but you can't come back and it's okay. I don't have you, I don't have the person whom I told every fucking thing because you never judged me. You looked at me like I was a cluster of stars. I see you in my dreams and it feels so real. I miss you tonnes. I love you immensely.
Nobody out here understands me. Whenever I try to share my problems with them,they'll judge me,they'll judge my family and this hurts me a lot. There's nobody with me now. I am alone. But I promise you I'll fight with the world stronger than ever before and won't let anyone ever put me down.