Being scared
is all I have ever known
I am lost
terrified

No one cares
understans, loves
no one tried
to find me
change me

Change
is not a concept I understand
I can't change
It's who I am
I wish I could
I want to be better

My fears take over
not finding love
no one understanding me
being alone
not being heard

I hide this pain
in my soul
so no one can see

I try to fit in,
hide my pain, scars
I try to be like you
carefree, loved
But I can't
all I am are my fears
it's all I will ever be.
Scared is who I am.