I know that at some point you’re going to leave me, I’m scared of this day because I got attached to you and I’m scared of the pain I’ll feel when you’re gone. That’s why I’m closing myself to your love, It’s easier to be alone when you never had someone in the first place.
I will leave before being left and I know it might sound selfish (and it is), but it’s the only way I know of surviving. It’ll be less painful to you if I leave now too, preventing you from seeing the mess I am, so trust me, I’m leaving for our own good.