this might be triggering idk

one of the worst feelings is feeling anxious or depressed or like you want to kill yourself when you know you shouldn’t be feeling those things. what’s there to be sad about? you’ve got a family who supports you, enough money to live comfortably, and you’re in a good place physically that has the potential to set you up for success in the future. and yet you’re still unhappy. but why? shouldn’t you appreciate what you have? you shouldn’t want to just throw it all away. there are so many people in the world who are worse off than you. you’re lucky. you should want to live. there’s no reason for you to be sad all the time. and yet you still are. and as much as you want to kill yourself sometimes you know that you can’t. you’ve got a good life; you shouldn’t waste it. you should want to live. but what’s the point of living if nothing really makes you happy anyway?