play "My Silent Undoing" by Queen Adreena

Put some Sweet 'n Low in your hot tea and deal with it, girl, because no one cares. It's fun to make them see how you're hurting. By shrinking.

I guess I'm just having a hard time. Don't report me or anything.

Take a walk, read in parks
Food is ugly and people are sharks
Appointment on Thursday
What will she say
When I step on that scale
And they see what I weigh...

Ha, I'm so good at impromptu poetry.
Watching "To the Bone" again. Time #14 or 15, no joke. I've been counting.