Day 1: List 10 things that make you really happy.

  • Music
  • Family
  • Art
  • My teddy bear
  • Food
  • Him...
  • Shopping
  • Horror films
  • My best friend
  • Road trips

Day 2: Write something that someone told you about yourself that you never forgot.
I'm ugly.

Day 3: What are your top 3 pet peeves?

  • Pee on the toilet seat
  • People jogging with strollers
  • Being told I look like I'm 12

Day 4: Write about someone who inspires you.
My heroes inspire me. They inspire me to keep going and to always be myself.

Day 5: List 5 places you want to visit.

  • Egypt
  • Japan
  • Texas
  • Nashville, Tennessee
  • Italy

Day 6: Five ways to win your heart.

  • Be loyal
  • Be honest
  • Always make me laugh
  • Be trustworthy
  • Never give up on me

Day 7: List 10 songs that you're loving right now.

  • Malibu - Miley Cyrus
  • Look What You Made Me Do - Taylor Swift
  • U + Ur Hand - P!nk
  • ...Ready for It - Taylor Swift
  • Sway - Dan + Shay
  • Clay - Grace VanderWaal
  • Don't Tell Me - Avril Lavigne
  • Easy - Rascal Flatts
  • Funhouse - P!nk
  • Give You What You Like - Avril Lavigne

Day 8: Share something you struggle with.
I struggle with a lot of things. But I'm going to round it all up into one thing and say life in general.

Day 9: Post some words of wisdom that speak to you.
"With God, all things are possible."

Day 10: Write about something for which you feel strongly.
I feel strongly about music. It heals. It saves lives. I'm living proof that it does. It's saved me many of times.

Day 11: Something you always think "What if..." about.
What if I was happy? Would it be comfortable? Because I've been in the darkness for so long that it's kind of grown on me.

Day 12: Write about 5 blessings in your life.

  • My family
  • My drawing skills
  • Music
  • My love
  • I'm physically healthy

Day 13: What are you excited about?
All the new music coming out by some of my favorite artists.

Day 14: Post your favorite movies that you never get tired of watching.

  • The Conjuring
  • Because of Winn-Dixie
  • Step Brothers
  • Insidious
  • Cars

Day 15: Bullet point your whole day.

  • Haha, this is literally all I've done

Day 16: Something that you miss.

Day 17: Post about your zodiac sign and whether or not it fits you.
I'm a Virgo, and yes it absolutely fits me.

Day 18: Post 30 facts about yourself.

  • I'll be 22 on September 21st.
  • I'm 5'2
  • I'm a brunette
  • I have brown eyes
  • I LOVE music
  • I'm an artist
  • I'm from Pennsylvania
  • I have three tattoos (So far...)
  • I love cooking/baking
  • My favorite color is black
  • I'm mentally unstable
  • I love interior decorating
  • I prefer tea over coffee
  • I have a cactus
  • I love horror and Halloween
  • I love pumpkin flavored EVERYTHING
  • I would like to ride in a hot air balloon
  • I love shopping
  • I love old school playstation games
  • I like cats better than dogs
  • I love doing makeup
  • My favorite TV show is Paranormal State
  • My favorite snack is popcorn
  • My favorite food is sushi
  • My favorite sport is baseball
  • My favorite genres of music are rock and country
  • My favorite animal is a koala
  • I have a pit bull
  • I love 90's nickelodeon cartoons
  • I'm obsessed with Disney

Day 19: Discuss your first love.
He's pretty perfect.

Day 20: Post about three celebrity crushes.

  • Patrick Wilson
  • Tim McGraw
  • Johnny Depp

Day 21: What three lessons do you want your children to learn from you?

  • Never EVER let anybody tell you you're not good enough or beautiful.
  • Be strong, because life isn't always what you expect it to be.
  • Follow your dreams, and never give up on them because they do come true. But you have to work for them. Nothing good ever gets handed to you.

Day 22: Put your music on shuffle and post the first ten songs.

  • Guts Over Fear - Eminem (feat. Sia)
  • Feeling This - Blink 182
  • Rock N Roll - Avril Lavigne
  • Look What You Made Me Do - Taylor Swift
  • Show You Off - Dan + Shay
  • Complicated - Avril Lavigne
  • Do You Think About Me - Carrie Underwood
  • Pontoon - Little Big Town
  • Days Go By - Keith Urban
  • Let Me Go - Avril Lavigne (feat. Chad Kroeger)

Day 23: A letter to someone, anyone.
Dear anyone dealing with mental illness, You are never alone. We all know what you're going through. And we are here for you. Life can be a shit but you have to stay strong. I can't promise you all of this pain is going to go away but it does get easier to deal with. You find people that can help you and I swear to you, you are going to look up to them for everything they've done for you. Never give up on those people. We don't deserve what we go through but we will one day discover why we go through it and everything will be okay. Stay positive, I love you.

Day 24: Write about a lesson you've learned the hard way.
I learned not to trust certain people because all they do is fuck you over.

Day 25: Think of any word. Search it on google images. Write something inspired by the 11th image.
My word was koala. The 11th image was a koala sitting in the middle of the road. It inspires me to go lay in the middle of the road somewhere in the middle of nowhere.

Day 26: Write about an area of your life that you'd like to improve.
My mental stability. I would like to improve the way I deal with things.

Day 27: Conversely, write about something that is kicking ass right now.
Taylor Swift. Period.

Day 28: Post five things that make you laugh-out-loud.

  • Taylor Swift and Ellen
  • Step Brothers
  • 21 and 22 Jump Street
  • My heroes
  • My family

Day 29: What are your goals for the next 30 days?

Day 30: Your highs and lows for the month.
Highs: My birthday is coming, I saw my best friend, I visited my dad in New Jersey.

Lows: Wanting to die.