I`m losing hope at the moment.
losing the thought that it could ever be alright.
I got these story`s in my head.
hoping you`ll return to me.
but you cant do that when your dead.
i miss your fingertips on my hips.
I miss the way you made every thing better.
But now your gone and i cant bring you back.
Every time i hear your name,
the pain washes over me like a tsunami.
I`m drowning in the state of mind you left me in.
You told me to stay strong even when you were not.
i cant keep that promises any more.
I cant breath, and I cant sleep.
I cant seem to live with out you.
-Joss