Have you ever felt like you can not excel in anything? That you do not have something that is yours, something that makes you special?

I come to think about it more and more every day. It depresses me. I had a talent, though I never cultivate it properly . Now I do not know if it is there anymore...

I have chosen another path. I am not even talented in that. Someone told me once that 'Hard work beats talent '. I do not know if it is true or not, but the situation looks pretty similar with a bunch of grapes. When they are untouched, you have the fear of meeting a spider, but as you keep eating, you discover that nothing is that overwhelming that you can not finish you grape. You gained control over the situation.But you love the grape. That is what keeps you going.

Maybe that is why I am so worried. I do not know if I love my grape enough to beat the eventual spider that occurs in my way. I guess I will find out soon.
All I want is to be happy.