@TypicalGirl48 has set up a 30 day challenge where you have to answer one question each day for 30 days to let your followers know a bit more about yourself. I will try to post one article every day but maybe I will have to skip a few days due to school stress. You can find the original challenge here:
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Day two

Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.

1) Arachnophobia

I do have a little bit of arachnophobia, the fear of spiders, and I say "a little bit" because it really varies how I will react if I see a spider. I'm really uncomfortable with thinking (sometimes I can't sleep because I keep thinking of spiders when I close my eyes) or talking about spiders and I don't even like typing the word "spider" right now. When I see a tiny spider on the wall of my room, it's uncomfortable but I'll maybe kill it on my own. If I see a big spider in my room, I might start crying, sweating and my hands might start trembling and someone has to kill it for me. If I get in direct contact with spiders I can get panic attacks. I don't know how or when it became a fear, it's kind of been there my whole life.

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2) Ligyrophobia

Ligyrophobia is the fear of loud, sudden noises like explosions. I didn't like loud noises my whole life but it developed into a fear a few years ago. Seeing balloons is extremely unnerving for me because even the anticipation of an explosion and its noise makes me really nervous. I get the urge to flee from the inducer and it's really hard for me to stay calm or even act like I'm not panicky internally when I have to wait for a loud noise. What makes it even harder is the social pressure because I just can't watch fireworks or experiments that involve an explosion (let alone conduct it, watching alone is nerve-wrenching enough) without getting nervous and agitated so I sometimes get laughed at holding my ears shut or going away from friends, family or classmates to "escape" from the explosion.

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3) Getting my trust broken

I have trust issues that lead to me asking my friends if they really like me and why they even like me over and over again which then annoys them after some time because I trusted people and then got my trust broken way too often so I'm not good with telling someone that I love them or that I have feelings for them.

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