I recall seeing you and unconsciously shaking my head. My body and soul
knew way before my heart did, they knew. I remember watching you and there was that little voice begging me not to do this. So I broke my eyes away from you, but then I heard you. Goosebumps raised on my arms, my stomach clenched, my breath caught in my throat. I felt sick. I hated it. Before I even realized what was happening, I was too late. Unexpectedly, one person defined too much of my life. So here I am hating you, instead of
loving you, because I never wanted this.

17 January 2017--3:16 pm