I wonder what it’s like to walk somewhere without worrying what everyone you pass is thinking about you
I wonder what it’s like to sit in class and not feel like everyone behind you is staring at you
I wonder what it’s like to leave the house without worrying about who you might see or who might see you
I wonder what it’s like to not feel like an idiot any time you do something wrong
I wonder what it’s like to actually go through with your plans instead of getting scared at the last second and staying in your room
I wonder what it’s like being able to talk to people freely without thinking critically about everything you say before you say it
I wonder what it’s like having friends without thinking that they don’t like you that much but don’t hate you enough to stop hanging out with you
I wonder what it’s like to do something and not feel like it’s somehow annoying someone else
I wonder what it’s like wearing the clothes you want and doing your hair the way you want instead of wearing something that you think no one can judge you for
I wonder what it’s like to eat something without thinking that you shouldn’t be eating it
I wonder what it’s like to feel like you deserve to be happy
I wonder what it’s like to make a mistake and not feel embarrassed by it
I wonder what it’s like to not want to cry and disappear every time you feel embarrassed
I wonder what it’s like to be able to do what you want without worrying what others think of you
I wonder what it’s like to just live.