"Look at me! Look at how I've become!" she cried totally exhausted because of the tears and heartache. "I have nothing left; no heart, no lover, no happiness. Why did this happen to me again? Am I not good enough? Am I not good enough for Karma? I try to be as good as possible, for friends as for strangers, don't tell me I deserve this in any way!"

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Her best friend looked at her while he rested his hand on her shoulder. She took a long sip from her drink while she wiped her tears away. It had been the third time in two years, they always seemed to destroy her. However, she never stopped loving them and giving them her heart. They took it and played with it, no knowing it had been shatered before.

Her mascara was running down her cheeks as she stopped crying and started sobbing and shaking instead. Her eyes stared lifeless into the semi dark room, with a blanc mind, red eyes and war inside her head.

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She knew it would end up that way again. She just was broken and needed the scars to heal by another one's touch. She wanted to feel that she was still loved, she wasn't just a toy to her lover yet the next proved her wrong, again. Was this how it was always going to be? Would she just be a game to be played while she didn't even know the rules herself?

She took another bottle of beer and opened it. Right before putting it against her lips, her friend took it from her hands. A frown formed on her forehead when she saw how mad he looked.

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"Just stop it! Drinking doesn't change the fact that you are hurt. When you wake up, you will feel it, both your heartbreak and your hangover."

"Who cares? Tomorrow I will wake up, go outside, find another guy who will screw me up just like they all do!"

He couldn't take it anymore and held her face, brought his lips to hers and kissed her as though he was about to loose her.

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"Not all of them do," he wispered "You just got to find the right one."