they always ask, "but she seems so nice, how can you say that?" and i don't want to explain. i shouldn't have to justify my feelings just because of my relations to her. what should i say? she's abusive. she hurts me deeply, emotionally. physically, she's never hit me... but she hurts me. "why are you anxious", she asks. it's because of you, I want to scream. but i can't because somehow, i just know, she'll throw it back in my face.

they always ask for examples, but maybe if i just showed them my heart, they'd understand. blood is thicker than water, but she spills my blood. she hurts me.