she is waiting. she is waiting for me to do something.
i hurt her pretty bad but she still wants to be with me.
i wasn't ready before but now i am. more than ever. i want to be with her and proodly calling her my girlfriend. i want to hug her, i want to hold her, to kiss her, to talk to her.
but i don't want to hurt her again. she is too good for me.
there is also this part of me who don't want to be with her. it's becoming smaller everyday but it's still there.
i don't know how to start a conversation again. because i know that she is sad, and i don't want her to be.