Do you ever feel unappreciated? Like you always there for your friend(s) and like they're just never there for you? Well, I'm sick and tired of walking through mountains and swimming through oceans for people who wouldn't even take a step or step in a puddle for me. I'm sick of being too caring and not being appreciated in the same way. It's so tiring. Like if I just disappeared one day, would anyone even notice? I'm done, so done. I'm sick of being walked all over. I'm not gonna be your toy that you use once in a while. I would rather have no friends rather than this.

I'm sorry if I come out as very self-centred or selfish. Thank you for reading this anyway.

mel x