it’s weird being at a place where you know your existence really doesn’t mean anything to anyone. whether you’re there or not really makes no difference, and no one would notice if you changed up your schedule or stopped doing something you do every day. and it’s not their fault, it’s not like you know anything about them either, but it’s still a weird feeling. being at home is different. obviously your family would notice if you just disappeared or stopped leaving the house. but in new environments no one knows your name, no one knows your habits, no one knows your background, no one knows anything about you. it’s weird when you’re in a certain situation and you realize that if you were invisible, nothing happening around you would be any different. no one and nothing would be affected. it almost makes you feel like a ghost.