Currently it is 8.32 PM and I am sitting in bed lisening to music. It is almost dark and I am thinking about life, about every bump on my road. The little mistakes I made and how far I still have to go. Sometimes I even cry at nights like these, but I also enjoy them. It is like after that night I can go through all of it, It's kind off a energy load. I know how weird it sounds, but you need to make time for youself. Give yourself opportunities to think.

I do that while I am outside enjoying the nature or inside at night while it is raining. And the second one is happening now. Clearing my mind with good music. I wanted to share the music I like to lisen. I love music with a good beat but also an amazing lyrics. Here are some of my favorites!

I am falling for your eyes but they don't know me yet
-Kiss me by Ed Sheeran

As time passes I'm feeling low. searching for pieces covering up the holes.
- coster by Khalid

If this was meant for me why does it hurt so much
and if you are not made for me why do we fall in love.
-Fear of the water by SYML

We hide our emotions under the surface and tryin' to pretend
-Oceans by Seafret

So come on fly away with me to a place where we could be anyone we wanna be. We can bottle up our fear brew a taste so sweet knock us off our feet and we will burn our troubles inhale them all.
-Fly away with me by Tom Walker

Sorry to my unknow lover. Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me.
-Sorry by Halsey

Mama said there'd be boys like you, tearing my heart in two.
- Boys like you by Anna Clending

You take the pretty and colour it dark.
-Goodbye by Echosmith

You locked your self in the bathroom. Lying on the floor when I break through. I pull you in to feel your heartbeat. Can you here me screaming please don't leave me?
-Hold on by Chord Overstreet

I said girl can we talk and she said no. I am tired of all this talking you need to let it show.
-Down 4 u by Blackbear

I feel alone again. I feel the cold again.
-Alone by Lund

Cause I broke your heart and you burried mine. Now i am six feet deep and I can't breath. I got dirt in my eyes and blood on my sleeves. But I dig my way up through these roots and leaves so I can get some air so I can finally breath.
-Broken by Lund

Tell me pretty lies, look me in the face. Tell me that you love me even if it's fake.
-idfc by Blackbear

And all the ones that love me, they just left me on the shelf, no farewell. So before I save someone else, i've got to save myself.
- Save myself by Ed Sheeran

These were a couple of them. Hope you like them as much as I do. Music can change your mood and remember to make time for yourself. Give your self some rest and time to think. Don't make the same mistake as I did and that mistake was overthinking. No, I mean time to relax and think about the positive and learn from the negative. Hope you all have a wonderfull night and remeber to always smile and enjoy life cause it is really not that long. Lots and lots of love!!