You were grieving way too much lately.

I cannot do anything about it, my friend. Tears were running down my face like the first autumn rain after a long dry season. Initially slowly and insensibly, then later all faster and faster. It continued like so until the heart did not break. Then my eyes became dark red, my jaw shook and I had trouble with normal breathing.

You used to love too much, did not you?

I loved her more than my life - that mischievous, lusty soul. My soul hurts, because she is now a complete stranger to me. It hurts my soul that someone else is putting smile on her face. Some other man does things I should have done, but I never had enough courage.

- The Hummingbird (@emotionaldecember)