I've grown up with the belief that I can become and be anything I want.
I don't know why, but I just can't do the things I want to do. Not because I don't have the equpment or creativity to find ways of doing them, but because I'm exhausted. Not by the lack of sleep. But by the lack of love, trust and faith in my self, and the fact that everything I touch withers, doesen't make it easier. And I hate it. And I hate that I think like this.
But I've also grown up, and now, I do not beleive that anyone can do exactly what they want to do. I certainly can not.