Before going to bed, every night, your mind tricks you and play games. Tough games. All day long you are busy with your school, work, homehold, business, family, friends, boyfriends, girlfriends. No time for thinking. But those lonely few hours that you waste with yourself the only thing you can do is deal with the shit that goes on your mind. 'What will i do with my life?'. 'Do people like me?'. 'How I will get through this?'blah blah blah stuff like these. Well, you only ask these questions you never get an answer because you know how difficult and hurtful is going to be if you start searching for them. 'Maybe tomorrow' you say. You lie to yourself over and over again. Why are you doing that?..Damn you know why!