Close your eyes, look this darkness and tell me, how are you felling right now? Are you afraid? Are you helplessness?
The helplessness is very varios. It's depend of the person but everybody know is a horrible situation. Maybe you're reading this and you are helplessness. Maybe I'm helplessness when I'm writing this, maybe not.
I just know when I'm in this situations I want to run away, don't look back, listen music in a field of flowers, without people. Sometimes in this situations I want a new life, sometimes I need love, but always I want to break with this, with everything and starting over.