Hello, this is me, coming to you at about 2 am after having watched about three hours worth of gossip girl on my last night of summer. Sounds pretty lame, huh? Well I am one to be sort of a 'life of the party' type of gal. And if I was still with my boyfriend from this past winter we'd probably be together right now.

But I'm okay with where I am right now. I'm okay with the fact that we broke up back in March. But what surprises me the most is that I haven't found anyone else and no one else has found me-and I'm okay with that.

What I've learned this summer is that I am a cheesy, hopeless romantic who is in search of young beautiful love that transcends all space and time. A type of love that makes the universe jealous of our unity and balance.

But how the hell can I find something like that in an immature high school boy?(aka my ex)

So this summer I learned that dating and being 'with someone' isn't really worth it unless it means something deep and beautiful. And once you find that person it will be worth the wait.

So if you feel like you've been waiting for days, months, years, remind yourself of what you're waiting for and how wonderful it will be in the end.

xx.