I guess i was another person, i guess i was strong and smart, i guess i could have controlled the world with my mind and thoughts, but now it just gets difficult to think about what i am able to do.
Now i feel caught, i don't feel myself free, i feel like i breath because somebody wants me to, but not because i can.
I am starting to feel weak, to give up on everything, the only thing i can do well is falling down, and falling and falling again.
Like if i am falling deeper and there's no end at all.

I wonder if someone cares about my wellbeing.

Maybe i am not as important as everyone told me i was.
I cannot handle what's going on in my life.
I feel like a toy; a toy that even a kid can play with.

I don't want to be feeling anymore, but i don't even know how to get out of this.

I wish i can even do it.

But my life its not that simple, no more.