I'm trying.
I'm trying to be myself and not thinking a lot about what is happening inside of my head, right now.
I'm trying to face everything and everyone with no tears, no fear.

But I fail. And I fail again. And again.

And again.

My mind is empty.
Im feeling lonely. Bewildered. Exhausted.

I have no support, no shoulder to trust my tears.

My sadness.

I don't want to give up. I really don't want to.
But it's to difficult.

It's to difficult not to give up on myself.